“Act as if”


Oh how life has changed in 7 days hahaha!. I am not in love anymore 😉 (Turns out I wasn’t in love, I just mistook love for intensity) – Thank God thats over! My friendship with my best friend is still in tact. My finances aren’t looking that bad, at least I know now what they look like. I just paid for my visa, so that will keep me in the country for at least another 18 months. I did the 1000 steps today in the Dandenong ranges with my client and just had a great day at the office.

I have an action buddy. We hold one another accountable. I told her I wanted to clean my room, do step work, do some uni work and brush up my resume for the internal vacancy with the company. I have done everything bar the resume, but now that I have put it on here, I am definitely going to look at it.

I will be brief tonight, but I can’t resist sharing; The thought of doing my resume actually scares the hell out of me. One sure way to gauge my level of self worth is by looking at my CV. If you ask me to write one for anyone else, I would ace it. Its funny, because I have always been able to see the potential in other people, but when it comes to me I am hopeless. So tonight, I will go about this exactly the same way I came to believe in a power greater than me… by acting as if. I just got on my knees and prayed regardless. Tonight, as per the suggestion of my action buddy, I am just going to write that resume as if I am my best friend writing it for me, then hopefully I will come to believe that too one day and do the great things I am destined to do if I just learn to have a little faith in me,..

“There is no passion to be found playing small – in settling for a life that is less than one you are capable of living” – Nelson Mandela



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